I shot this photograph of Joe on my Toyo 4×5. I’ve spoken of my new affinity for both the process of shooting large format as well as the results. I’m really happy with the session. Whenever I photograph someone I quite honestly never know what the results will be. For many, the camera changes everything. Someone who may be fun and outgoing, becomes introverted and shy. And many times vice versa. I think we all see this machine as being sort of a soul stealer. It has the ability to capture something about us that we may not be ready for the world to see.
Before every photo session, I usually do a bit of research to get a mental image in my head of the end result. The picture that I would like to walk away with. This can be good or bad. The good is you’re a bit prepared and can give your subject some direction. You’re in control. The bad is that a) you may become too focused on the premeditated and fail to see something new unfolding before you b) your subject is not at all willing, able or conducive to your ideas. And the latter happens quite often. On those days you dig in and run with it. Explore a little and trust in your instincts and talents to pull you through and create something great.
I’m still working on what I truly value in photography and art. At it’s core, what is that thing that really hits home. I have an idea of what that is, and in my photographs I intend to push and pursue. I’m in no rush, I think the journey may be much more important than the destination.
